one year on.
August 17, 2008 | 10:28 AM
sometimes i get angry with dy, because he didnt listen to me, or his reaction to my comment disagreed with my idea of how he should react to me, or something stupid like tt. but dy has changed too, he's become more voluble in trying to make me see sense. in the past he will get angry at himself for making me angry, but now in addition to tt, he will try to stop me from making mountains out of molehills, which is, seriously, what i tend to do when im in one of my tantrums.
one year on, ive learned that this relationship is not just about me and him. its about us, and the ppl around us.
one year on, ive realised that its about the five years on, and the ten years on, and so on.
one year on, its about the quality of the company, not the quantity.
and one year on, i think i know what i want. from myself, and from us.
it doesnt just take one year to know a person inside out. it takes effort, and it takes disappointment, anger, frustration, and tears. but when you turn our head, and you see him still walking beside you to catch you when you fall, you'd think of how blessed you are. and that's what im thinking now. that no matter what i do, he just accepts me for who i am. and for that, i am truly thankful.
velda.
